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Why do people keep telling me I'm quiet and shy?
I'm fine.
Why do people keep telling me I'm a stupid loser?
I'm fine.
Why do people keep asking me if I'm okay?
I'm fine.
Why do people keep wanting to help me?
I'm fine.

Why do I keep lying to myself?
I'm fine.
Am I really okay?
I'm fine.
Do I actually need help?
I'm fine.
Why do I keep lying to myself?
I'm fine.

I hate those words so much.
I'm fine.
They are a lie.
I'm fine.
I'm really not okay.
Not okay.
But who will listen and who will care?
I'm not okay.
Recently I've noticed how much I say "I'm fine."
When someone asks me if I need they're help, I say no, I'm fine.. When I really do need help. Lots of it. Or if somethings not right with me, I shrug it off and say I'm fine when I'm actually not. I just think it's easier not bother people with my own needs.. But I'm going to try to stop doing that now.. >.> I bet it annoys people..

Written by Me :)
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TariaRobotnik Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2013
Saying 'I'm fine' was probably one of my worst habits as well. What hurts more is when people can't see past your mask. It feels like they love a fake smile better than the person who hides behind it. It hurts...it even got to the point where I used to say things like 'at least I have me. I can see my pain even if no one else can'. But trying to fool yourself will never work; at least not in my experience. I found something that made me laugh, it was the only way I could deal with myself until I crawled out of my dark mindset. And after a while, I emitted the once brief happiness I felt watching that person who made me laugh. And all at once, I found the light again.
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NayaSelenia Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:tighthug: <= this is for you (no matter if you accept it or not)
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Xilent-Strawberry Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2012  Hobbyist
Awee, thank youu <3
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Karen-chanOVERDRIVE Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2012
I feel ya. I'm the same way, but unfortunatley I've made the resolve to say "I'm fine" more because the one person I'm closest to would never bother to care. Therefore, I can't see anyone else bothering to care. *sigh*
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Xilent-Strawberry Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2012  Hobbyist
I'm sorry to hear :c I'm here if you need me. I'd love to help you anyway can.. I serious~ Just note me whenever you need someone to talk to <3
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Karen-chanOVERDRIVE Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2012
Thanks, and same for me if you ever need someone to talk to. It's just hard and been going on for too long.
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Xilent-Strawberry Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2012  Hobbyist
Awee, thanks c:
And thank you for the watch too~ I hope you will like my future uploads c:
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Karen-chanOVERDRIVE Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2012
No problem. I love your poems~!
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Xilent-Strawberry Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2012  Hobbyist
Awee thanks so much~ ^^ if you have a topic or something you want me to write about, I'd be glad to do so~ :D
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Karen-chanOVERDRIVE Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2012
Thanks so much!! If I think of something, I will let you know. I like your style.
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